[ An Ex is an EX   9-09-08]    
Will it starts off like this…before I got into being a juggalette and not knowing my place in this world I met a juggalo. We where together for about 2 years then he decides he wants to back to his ex-girl friend and will shit I ant going to stop him, I mean I loved him but fuck I ant going to be with someone that doesn’t want to be with me, you know…will neways this guy wasn’t a good guy but I loved him, there was just a lot of things that I couldn’t do and our friends noticed it…so did his best friend. Will after my ex-boyfriend left his friend started telling that he notice a lot of things that I couldn’t do and asked why did I stay around? I didn’t know what to say…things got to be serious and come to find out he liked me before I got with my ex, and he wanted to be everything that my ex wasn’t and I believed him… Neways we been together off and on and my problem now is that I don’t want my ex anymore I want the friend but my ex fucks it up for me. I can’t be with the friend because he (ex) comes around and expects me to jump for him…what the fuck should I do??

I have to ask, if he is your EX then why does he matter? And, are you still jumping everytime your EX says jump? (and if so why?)

You can answer these if you want, but before you do, I must say this: If you want to be with someone and that person wants to be with you, then be together. EXes don't mean shit, there is a reason they are EXes and reasons why they should remain as such. As for my questions to you I think I already know the answer to the second question, otherwise you would have no need to email me. And if I am correct then I must say: STOP giving into your EX. You will never be able to move on and have any sort of a relationship with this new guy or any other guy for that matter if you don't stop following his orders like a well trained dog (sorry to sound so harsh, but I am trying to make a point). If there is more to this story that you didn't tell me, by all means please email me back. I will try not to take so long.

MCL
Dr Psyko

[ Not Worthy?   9-09-08]    
I have a few questions. I have been Downs since i was 7. I heard Boogie Woogie Wu and Halls of Illusions and went nuts over them. At the time I had no way of furthering this obsession of this new found music and eventually lost my only contact with it. For years I would look back and remember something about the boogie man and pulling an ax out of someones face and a really long hall with a really creepy chair at the end. Then one day I met this lette (who ended up being a total fake) and she showed me ICP again. I fell in love with the music all over again. I dove right in but things weren't going well.

1. She lied to me about everything.
2. The majority of the Juggalos that I came in contact with were drug addicts.
3. I felt that the only thing i was worth was sex, and i felt that they only wanted me for that.
4. My parents threatened me, punished me, and threw all of my gear away when they found it in my room.
5. I was blinded spiritually and ended up almost falling into satanism. With black magic, ouiji boards, hexes, etc. I was even haunted for a long time. I had been to hell 2 times in my sleep and some how brought back demons that took forms of clowns. I ended up becoming a slut, almost a drug addict, almost an alcoholic...

Things got bad. So I moved out to Tonopah, Arizona (BFE) and started over there. I met this guy who had an ICP shirt on and was immediately attracted to him. One day he convinced me to go to his bible study with him on a Saturday. That night i became a Christian. I cried so hard when i looked outside and saw all of those demons that had haunted me pounding on the windows and begging me to come back to them. For 2 years I was a hard core Christian bible thumper. At the end of the 2 years things died down and I wasn't so extreme anymore. (At the beginning of the 2 years my parents got divorced and I lived with my step dad) I moved back with my mom about 7 weeks ago and found
out that it was my dad pressuring my mom to punish me for the ICP stuff. 2 weeks after I moved in with her I went to Lubbock, Texas for Encounter (church camp). I had met a Juggalo at Encounter last year that i hoped and prayed would be there this year, and he was. He was so cool. The perfect example of a Juggalo and a Christian. Because of him i have decided to reclaim my title of a Juggalette. He told me, "Remember who you are representing. You are first, and foremost a Child of God. Then you are a Juggalette. Glo Puppette, Glo!" When i came back home things changed. I could listen to ICP and wear Psycopathic Records gear, and everything. I even got to paint my face
up for the 4th of july! But even with my face painted, i never felt like i was worthy to hug the juggalette that i did or yell out whoop whoop like i did...

And all of this has led me to my questions: Why is it so hard for me to converse with other Juggalos and lettes? Why cant I just walk up to them and fit in with out not being so nervous that i lock up inside? Why dont i feel worthy?

Thanks for listening and thank you sooo much in advance for the advice. I apologize for it being such a lengthy letter.
MMFWKL
Puppette

I seriously have been thinking about everything that you said in it. Honestly, I have no clue why you don't feel worthy or why you feel nervous. Are you normally shy? Do you have low self-esteem? Do you think that they are going to judge you? Maybe you are keeping youself distant because of what has happened in the past. It is hard to trust anyone when someone lies to you. Even if they only do it once; if they are someone you fully trusted it is hard to trust anyone ever again. If you have a hard time trusting anyone it can be hard for you to let anyone close to you, and this includes just talking to them casually that first, or second or even fifth time, because that is how we all start to make friends. Talking to someone gives them that chance to get to know us and for us to get to know them. Even something this simple can be very hard for anyone who has been hurt by someone that they
trusted. Does this make sense? I don't what to ramble, but I hope that you see my point.

MCL
Dr Psyko

[ More Problems   9-09-08]    
Remember a few mouths back were I e-mailed you about my hoime that was dissing icp well now there's anther problem. It all Started a few mouths ago were he started acting all weird on me not only that somewhere along February I asked him come over he said that he cant because his cousin which I had no problem with at 1st.then I asked him the next weekend to come by he said same thing same awners every weekend so I finally started to confront him on this I asked him hey when are you going to start coming over again he said I don't know not making plans I was like what. YOU CANT MAKE A PLAN TO COME SEE FOR A FEW MINITES nope I said come bubby you being dumb then he said I was jealous Because he was spending more time with his cousins then he was with me I said I have problem with that but they been every week and you cant tell them that you want to spend some time for while at lest come have pizza with me hell they come to I don't care. Hell if you cousin want to hang out with you they come over to I have no problem with that. Anyways he started pissed and me to so I said we need break so I haven't talked to him for 6 months so now I'm at point to ever end this friendship are try work things out that if he wants to we been friends for at lest 10 or 15 yrs we been though so much together he has helped me out so much and I had helped him he has had my back so many times but now I think that this friendship not as much inpornt to him anymore he even said to mea few time James you know if you wanted to stop friendship and not be friends anymore I wouldn't have a problem that I could give a fuck he said I cant believe he said that a few yrs ago when we were kids we made a voal to be friend until the day we die and that nothing can end it. And it seems as he don't care anymore I love him like brother I even told him yrs ago you know tj I just don't see as a friend or hoime anymore your now like a brother to me like a part of the family he said ya I say like that to im one of few friends that really care for him I don't think he understands that he's been stabbed in back by many people and I think people take advantage of him even his on family some times he wants to know why I want some much and what's happing in his life ill tell you why I worry about hi care about him that's why. he has major money problems he has no phone in house because he couldn't pay the bills anymore same cell phone cable bills same I hate say this but I think me might loss everything we might loss his apartment and end up moving back with his mom and dad. The reason why I care so much is because he cared for me so much if there was anybody talking shit about me he would tell them off if I was about to get my ass beat he had my back if there is some he see taking advantage of me he took over it, Now I think he don't care anymore. Here's a story back in middle school I was new at time it was half day and we were waling to the library taking short cut there was a red line that cant be there as we were walking he tripped so I helped back up he handicapped and as we were about to leave the Principal came out and give us dention. Now just so how much I cared if I didn't care I could have just left him there and let him have dention by him self. Anyways I have lost a few friends and I blame me one was my friend David he good kid but just started hanging out the wrong crowd starting doing drug he went to rehab got clean but then he started hanging with same people again and one day why there were driving Dave was in back of the car a cop was falling them so one of his so called friends had a 8 ball of speed he didn't want to go to jail so he gived it to Dave which is something you don't give drugs to a recoving addict he ate the hole thing he started throwing up blood they didn't sit didn't drive him to the hospital didn't call for help left him to die he was only 19. Then there is Julio anther good kid he joined a gang and we think he broke into to or house he cant prove it but that's we think. So I blame me for what happened to them if I
would have stayed in torch with them they wouldn't ended this way I was there only true friend.

That anther reason why I care so much about tj and always want know what he been up I don't want to loss anther friend I have already lost 2 I don't want to make 3. we were very tight well used be now comes to my question Should I Stay Friends With Him Are say Fuck Him And move on because it seem to me that he don't care anymore so why should i care if he dont I know must be the longest e-mail have ever got and there might be a few misspelled words but im sure know what im trying to say so please get back up as soon as possible I fixed it some is this better
mcl
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The JugglerMan

I Want a apologize from him and it has to be more then a im sorry anybody can say im sorry and not mean it he has to mean it how about this he has to kiss my ass like all times i kissed his but this one he really has kiss my ass oh your sorry well im sorry don't believe you you want to prove me that your sorry then kiss my ass. And i dont want by e-mail phone text myspace and i don't him to tell you to tell me hes sorry he has to come say it to face. and if he not going to apologize then i have no choice to end the freindship not b4 making him a apologize to me i might have beat it out him and there is nothing you are anybody can say or do to stop. He hurt me now he has to pay the price
The JugglerMan

I don't know if you want to hear my opinion on this but here goes:

I think that you are hurt that you and your friend are moving in different directions and I think that you are trying to hold on to a friendship that may very well be over. I also think you are trying to blame him. I am not saying that he is not at fault to some extent, but to any story there are two sides, two points of views and two sets of emotions involved. Honestly, I think you (both) need to grow up a bit (hey I said you probably were not going to want to hear this). You want to beat an apology out of someone that at one time in your life you considered a brother to you? I think that if he stood in front of you and said that he was sorry and he truly meant it, you wouldn't believe him. I can't say that I blame you, you seem hurt and when some one is hurt by someone they love it takes a lot for that person to ever trust the person that hurt them (that is if they are ever able to trust them again).

I could write more, but I will leave it at that for now and see what you think about what I just said. Again sorry for the delay, been busy.
MCL
Dr Psyko

But Eating makes me happy ill find happiness in food anytime time im stressed i eat anytime im mad i eat anytime im not happy i eat it makes me feel better. anytime im down ill go to the pizza hut ad stuff my self with pizza bred sticks then i feel better i know thats not good im getting fat gaing all my pounds back and more becaues i just cant stop eating my favoite food is pizza that my no.1 happy food anytime pizza i feel really good hey why not eat and get fat im going die lonely anyways i never going to find anyone so what the use
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The JugglerMan

Okay, this is so unlike me, but I am going to be mean.
Do you want me to throw you a pity party? Seriously? You are totally right. You will never find anyone. You will never be happy. You know why you are right about this? Because you have already set it in your mind that you will be lonely and unhappy and that the only thing in this world that will make you happy is eating, when you know that gaining your weight
back will make you even more miserable than you are now. If you don't like yourself how can you expect anyone else to love you.

If you never listen to a single word I say please listen to this:
In this world you only have one person to blame for your unhappiness: yourself. You have the choice to how you react to any situation that you find yourself in. You have the choice to say to yourself "I am better than this, I deserve better than this, I will do better than this." We don't have much if any control over our lives when we are younger (and I have no clue how old you are) but the older you get the more control you have and it's what you do with that control over your life that shows what sort of person you are. Sure you can sit there and have your pity party. Weird thing about pity parties though, they tend to make the guest of honor feel worse than he or she did before the party started. And pity parties tend to have a very short guest list of only one guest. If that doesn't tell you how much they suck, then nothing will. It's easy to feel sorry for yourself when nothing seems to be going right, or going your way, but if you really want change in your life to happen then make it happen. If you are not willing to make it happen, then don't bitch about it.

Alright, so that wasn't that mean, but the last thing you need is sugar coated advice.
MCL
Dr Psyko

[ Where Is THE ONE?    7-08-08]    
This is anther subjuect close to me. im was told that there is soneone out there for everybody, that there is there someout there for me. if yes, where is she? why cant i find her? why cant she find me? i been looking a long time and have yet to find her. Why se yet to find me? sometimes i feel like giveing up and that im going to die alone.
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The JugglerMan

I think that there is someone for everyone. I also think that sometimes when we look too hard for that special someone, we tend to look at people who aren't right for us just because we hope that they are the one. It's like this, you get so caught on the search for the one, that you forget what qualities would make someone be the one for you. I hope that makes sense. I am not saying give up, but not to try to so hard. Usually when people stop looking for someone is when they find someone. The thing about this is that you still have to be out meeting people and talking to people, getting to know people. You never know what may happen. You may not meet your special person directly, but you may meet someone who will then introduce the two of you.

MCL
Dr Psyko

[ Big Boobs An Issue!?    7-08-08]    
dear dr.psyko
im a young lette living in cali and i mean young and ever since i was 9 ive had really big boobs. now im 15 and a 42 DD alot of people say i have amazing breasts but for some reason my boyfriend doesnt like them. he always tells me anytiing more then a handful is a waste. i really care about him and i want to be with him but i dont know if i can if all he can do is judge me. he has been pressuring me alot lately not for sex but to get a breast reduction. i just dont know if he is worth my time or not...please help
mrs.monoxide

Well I guess that this just goes to show you that some guys don't like big boobs, or rather he doesn't like the attention that you get because of them. As far as I know, you wouldn't be able to get breast reduction surgery until you are 18 anyways (unless of course your parents said it was okay, and even then I think you have to do it for medical reasons or insurance will not cover it). My point is that unless you want to do it, or have a medical need to do it, don't do it. I strongly believe in the take me for who I am or go away. You could always try talking to him about why he wants you do this so badly. I would assume that he knew ya had them when you two met, and it didn't bother him then. I would bet that it is not completely because he thinks they are too big, but because he doesn't like the thought of others staring at his girl's breasts. Just remember, nothing is worth doing if you truly do not want to do it. If you do something because someone else talked you into it, or guilted you into it, then you are opening yourself up for regret later on.

MCL
Dr Psyko

[ Stop Being A Juggalo!?    5-28-08]    
The girl im with ive know since late 2003. We started off friends then became more in late 2005. We were close from the very begining. She came off as a Juggalette, which was a plus. Well anyways, we were good friends from 2003 to 2005 when we decided to be more than friends and I moved from Tn to Ky to be with her. Well, things were great at first, but as time went on things started to change. She started (and still does) give me crap about me being into Psychopathic and being a Juggalo..trying to tell me I aint one and that i need to quit with all that and get rid of all my stuff and everything. See, turns out she aint a lette, and im not sure if she ever was. She has told me different stories on this. First she told me she was never down only pretended to because I knew someone she used to and was pretending to be down so I would talk to her because she only thought id talk to her if she was a lette (which is not true!) Then another time she told me she was down but just pretended not to me because she thinks im obsessed with psychopathic and being a juggalo and juggalo related stuff. We argue alot, not always about that stuff but thats some of our major arguements and she has told me many times that she would never except me as a Juggalo...so what am I to do? I can't/won't quit being who I am as a person. I spent my whole life trying to find out who I was and where I belonged in this world and it wasnt till I became a juggalo and discovered the Dark Carnival that I learned my place in this messed up world and the girl I love is trying to destroy what I searched so long for. What do i say/do? Thanks in advance for the advice. Juggalo Till I Die!

My full honest opinion on this is to get rid of her. Sounds harsh, I suppose, but here is my reasoning. First of all she has lied to you at least once. Her two different stories on whether or not she is/was a juggalette show you that she is capable of lying to you for her gain. (she said that she pretended to be a Juggalo so you would talk to her) Next add to the fact that she told you that she would never accept you as a Juggalo. You are right you can not quit being who you are, and anyone who truly loves you wouldn't ask you to. I know I have said this in the past, but it bears repeating, it would be one thing if she was trying to get you to stop cutting yourself (because cutting onesself is not a safe or healthy thing to do), but (and this is my opinion on this by the way) to ask a Juggalo to not be a Juggalo is like asking someone to not have blue eyes anymore. Sure you can wear contacts and hide them, but at the end of the day when the contacts come out, you will still have blue eyes, and they will still see that your eyes are still blue, and they will not like it.

You have two choices in this matter, you can try, one last time, to make this work, but that will require talking to her, explaining to her that you can not/will not stop being a Juggalo and that she needs to take you for who you are or not at all (remind her that she knew you were a Juggalo beforehand). Your second choice is to move on. I know you have been toghether for awhile, but maybe even separting for even a bit may make you both realize that you want to be together and may make her more willing to work with you.

I do need to add though, that I, personally, think that when you are in a relationship with someone that person shouldn't try to change who you are. If you truly love someone you love all of them. Now again, if they are doing personal harm to themselves or others etc that is different. I really hope that this helped you, please email me back if you need anything.
MCL
Dr Psyko

[ Not The Real Thing    5-28-08]    
Ok this old news but im going to tell you anyways over the yrs i have lost a lot of people that mean the world to me and two were my grandpas i feel bad that i didnt get to spend as much time with them as i could sometimes i wish i had time back you know. Anyways My grandma has a boyfreind thats cool what ever makes her happy is fine with me but i was telling tj back when we were still freinds that i will nvre call this guy grandpa becaues there is only 2 grandpas and no matter what he does are any other new guy they wont be my grandpa i wont call him grandpa he says ant that unfair to him i told tj i dopnt care he or any other guy will never replace them never. The same goes for anybody in my famliy. Em i right
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The JugglerMan

I completely see your point and I honestly feel that you should never have to call anyone grandpa except for your mother's father and your father's father. I am sure that these men would agree that you shouldn't have to call them grandpa if you are not comfortable with it (well if they are worth anything they will not press the issue). Don't stress about what anyone else says on this matter anyways. When it comes down to it, it is up to you and what you feel is right and what you are comfortable with calling them.
MCL
Dr Psyko

[ Keep Your Head Up    5-20-08]    
dear DR.Psyko
i dont know what is wrong. i love ICP more than anything and listen to thier music everyday, it makes me feel good and loved. but ive been drepressed latley. i think about all the hate in the world and how scince im very poor i wont ever get to see Violent J in person. its been my dream to see him scince i was a wee juggalette (10yrs old), but i dont have the money. i read all these forums and stuff but everytime i post anything i dont get the love i usually feel. i guess i just want people to realize how special i am or something. i really dont know whats wrong. please help me

If you only focus on the bad stuff in your life then you will only see the bad stuff in your life. Whenever you start to feel depressed try to find someone to talk to that will cheer your up, if there is no one around then try to write your feelings down in a journal. Sometimes just expressing your feelings somewhere can help. Take a moment to think about what you wrote and what made you feel that way. Everyone gets depressed for different reasons at various times in their life. You never said how old you are, but I would bet that you are still young and still have plenty of time to save up money to see Violent J in person. I don't know your situation or background or circumstances, but I do know that if you want something bad enough and are willing to work hard for it you can get it. I could go in to advice for you to be able to go to the Gathering, but I have no clue how far away you live, if you have a car, or a job or if you are under 18 and your parents will not let you go.

As far as you being special-you first have to think that you are special. You have to realize how unique you are and that no one is like you and all that. If you do not believe in yourself then you can not expect other people to. This goes back to what I was first saying about if you put your mind to doing something and truly work towards it you can do it. I really hope that this helped you. Email me back if you have any more questions or anything to add to what you already told me that may help me
to help you more.
MCL
Dr Psyko

[ To Kick or Not To Kick    5-08-08]    
My Coiusn ex boyfreind the other day got all pissed off over some dumbshit and started throwing shit at her then spited in her face and called her a bunch of fucked names now anit thi guy a douchebag or what now my problem is i want to beat his so bad but im being told my a freind of mine it's not wortht because ill go to jail for kicking his ass so i decided that ill let pass this one. do you think that was the right move? what should i do?
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The JugglerMan

Well I think the thing to remember here is that you called him her EX boyfriend; this to me means that they are no longer together and she has decided that she does not want to put up with his crap. That being said, do you really want to get in trouble over a guy that your cousin realizes is not worth it? I am not saying that this guy probably does not deserve a good ass kicking, but honestly if he is going to throw shit, and spit and name call a girl he was dating, I don't think he would understand the reason behind the ass kicking. I hope this made you feel better about your decision to not kick his ass. Remember he is not worth it.
MCL
Dr Psyko

[ Continuing Education    5-08-08]    
ok this is a hard for me well ever since i graduated from high school i told my teachers family and Friends that i want to go to itt tech but now om heaingthat its a wast o time money nothing but a scam but i also here good stuff about it i just don't know who to believe anymore i also hear that they are under law suit itt is just one choice i also want to go to UTI OR Westwood but i dont if they have any ones close to where i live what should i do.

Hmm, I have never heard of UTI or Westwood, I have heard of ITT Tech. I have never heard anything bad about them specifically, but I have heard that with any of the technical schools you run the chance of not being able to find a job if they are not accredited and if places you apply for a job do not recognize them as a place to get your education. Is there a certain field you want to go in? If so check your local paper for help wanted ads for that job, or you can search online. Get in contact with them and ask them what type of education they require their employees to have to hold that position. This will give a direction to go in when seeking a place to get your education. After you have this information you can check out schools in your area. Do not forget places like community colleges which are generally cheaper and will allow you to transfer to a larger school. On the plus, if you go to a traditional college versus a technical school and you change your mind on your career path you can change your courses with
out much difficulty.

The most important thing I want to stress to you is do not look for the easy way when decided which school you want to go to. Hard work pays off more in the long run. No matter which school you decide to attend you will have to up to the hard work it will take to succeed.
MCL
Dr Psyko

[ Long Time Homie, An ICP Hater    1-27-08]    
Sup Doc I have this friend who I have been friends with for a long ass time everything is cool except one thing, his hatred for ICP. I been down for 8 yrs. for at least 8 years he has been hating on icp and me being a juggalo sometimes he just joking, sometime it pure hater ass bullshit. In past I tried to changed him and nothing has worked so I just give up because nothing I do is going to change his mind. now he has said he has nothing against icp as people just there songs and he don't hate juggalos because he don't see them as juggalos just as people. But he has a problem with me being a juggalo he has said if he could he would go back in time and stop me from becoming a juggalo and other shit like that. I love him like a brother but then again sometimes I feel like I want to beat his ass. So What do I do? I mean he's my hoime and I love him to death but sometimes I don't know anymore please help me

Hmm, this is an interesting situation you are in. On one hand you have a long time homie, who you would stand behind no matter what. However, I hesitate to say that he may feel completely the same about you. Honestly, part of me wants to tell you to say fuck him and find a new friend, but that would not be fair to you or to him. I really just don't understand. If he does not have a problem with ICP as people or Juggalos as people, then why the problem with you being a Juggalo. I guess the reason why part of me wants to tell you to tell him to fuck off is because true homies do not try to change each other. I mean I could see if you were a real bad drug addict and he was trying to get you clean, but this is not the case (unless you left something out, you didn't, right?). Maybe he keeps thinking that if he bugs you about it and gives you enough shit you will just decide to not be a Juggalo. I think you need to tell your homie a few things. First of all he needs to accept your Juggaloness (I am sure there are somethings he is into that you may not like, but do you hate on him for it? I hope not.) Second he needs to figure out that nagging someone does not get them to change. Third, if he doesn't like the first two (which are pretty much the same thing) then he needs to hit the road. Okay I know I said I would tell you to tell him to fuck off so this is my nice way of saying it. I just have a feeling that if you do not put your foot
down then he will keep doing it, as he has for the past 8 years.

On a little side note, maybe his hating is his way of expressing some sort of interest. Kind of like in elementary school when boys would hit girls that they liked.

So in summary, because this is longer than I thought it would be: Be firm, tell him to knock it off. If you have been down for 8 years I would assume some sort of maturity on your part and you can nicely tell him to stop. If he doesn't then stop chilling with him for awhile. If he is your true friend, he will get the message.

I hope that this helped you. Sorry it took me so long to get back to you.

MCL
Dr Psyko

ok heres the story im going to start off how we meant to how i became juggalo and so on im going to try to make it short we been friends since kindergarten and he has had my back since day one if someone wanted to kick my ass hes there if someone talking shit about me hrs there if someone stolen from me hes about ready to kick some ass he been though everything together. Now to how i became juggalo in 2000 i was at my cousin house he was playing basketball and i was siting his room and saw the Bizzar Cd on top of his boombox so i put it in and i was like this shit is crazy but its so crazy that i liked it like i never hard anything like this b4 so when i went home i started downloading some icp then i
heard the word juggalo on a few of there songs i didn't know what it meant so i did some research and found this site what is a juggalo.com a juggalo is a 1. Scrubs: The kid in class that never had a snowball's chance with the prom queen. The fat kid who never was good at sports and got picked on by the jocks. say hey thats me right there and 2.

Rebels: "Is someone who the world is against all of your life, the world is always trying to show you how much better it is then you. Everyday of your life something in the world keeps trying to push you down to the bottom of life and make you think that you are the trash it keeps telling you, you are." ***

thats me to i finally found somewhere i fit in. in 2004 me and him went to go to mall and thats when i bought my 1st jokers card, The Wraith: Shangri-La, one of my fave cds. i played the cd until it broke. bought another one a year later. anyways at 1st he had no problem with it then he started calling insane clown pussy which that didn't bug me and saying juggalo is not a real word because its not in Webster's dictionary, then it stopped for a whole year. then he started saying icp is the devil music and stuff like that and i told him that icp is not devil music and that thery are really about god and spreading his word then he said if thats the case why they hide the truth behind lyrics like these and i told him because then no one would buy their cds and he said so they are all about money and i told him some people like to do it in different ways. i told one everyone supports me and accepts me for being a juggalo my family hell my dad takes me to every show and even takes me to buy faygo and my other friends do why not you he just says its just not me i will never support it and never will and there is nothing no body can say or do to get me to change that he says that i have annoyed him with it because thats all i talk about it and thats all i ever play even around but hey thats i like and thats what i love

Honestly, your friend sounds like an asshole. But I am thinking that maybe there is something more to this. You say he was cool with you being a juggalo at first. But since you two have known each other for so long, maybe he thought it was a phase and it would pass and you would "grow outta it" or something. He sees now that you haven't and that you won't and I am guessing, he feels that you are not the same person you were before. The reason for this being that you listen to ICP and go to shows and relate to the music as well as other Juggalos. Maybe he feels a bit threatened by the family aspect. You say he always had your back, but now he sees that you also have the backing of the Juggalo family and maybe that makes he feel a little less important in your life. I am sure that because you are a Juggalo that you do talk about ICP and Juggalos a lot. We all do it. But maybe since he can not relate he takes it as you bragging or purposely talking about shit he knows nothing about to seem better than him.

I am guessing that trying to talk to him about this is pretty much outta the question. If you were to try to talk to him he would probably just hate even more. But I think you need to let him know that it bugs you when he does hate. Maybe you two can compromise on it. He can stop saying his little comments and you can try to not talk about it so much with him. I would think that since you two have been friends for so long that you have some interests in common, stick to talking about those things.

I really hope that you can work this out with him. It would suck to lose a good friend simply because they were being close minded. But it does go both ways, try to give him some resepct too, even if he doesn't totally give it to you. Then see what happens. If he doesn't change, maybe you should tell him to hit the road as I mentioned in my first email.

MCL
Dr Psyko

[ Hidden Psy Videos on DVD    12-13 -07]    
How do you get to the hidden videos?
Thanx
M

Okay I found them. (on the main menu before you watch any videos) Go to video selection. Go to the end of the list where it gives you the option to to back to the menu. Highlight the menu option. Then press your remote button to go to the right. Nothing should Be highlighted. Then hit it again. You should see one of the background images (a Rydas Crown) hightlighted. Hit to the right again and you will see that it highlighted a small background image of the Wraith. The Rydas Crown if you hit select when it's highlighted will play the Rydas video (of course) and if you hit select when the Wraith is highlighted then you will see the Real Underground Video.

I hope all this makes sense. If you have any problems with it let me know. I heard some people say you can put it on your computer. But I would rather watch them on my TV.

MCL
Dr Psyko

[ Thick Lette Looking    12-09 -07]    
Hey there Dr. Psyko. I just recently found out about juggaloworld.net and thought it wouldn't hurt to email you. I've been down for about 2 years now. Anyway, let's just say i come equipped with an axe and some love handles. There are a hand full of juggalos 'round where i live but I dunno if i should even bother. I know some los like thick lettes but I'm not really sure about them. Should i even bother and if not where can i find some real juggalos? aight. thnx mmfwcl.
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I guess the real question is do you like any of the juggalos in your area in that way, or are you more along the friendship level with them? If you don't even really know any of them, but have just seen them around, maybe you should take the step and say sup to them and try to chill with them. You never know where it may lead. You may gain some awesome homies or find that special juggalo. Just remember if anyone judges you based on how you look then you should not waste your time with them.

MCL
Dr Psyko

Juggalo/Hulkamaniac,
I did a google search on it, because honestly I could not tell you who was in it. According to PsychopathicTraders.com (in their descrition of Golden Goldies) they say "J, Shaggy, Jumpsteady, Legs Diamond, Billy, and more were all in this show." They also say that if you look at the insert of Riddlebox you will see the names used for it. I took a look and found the names to be: Rold Gold, Gold Double B, Golden Gram, the Golden Spud, Golden Frank, The Golden Warrior, Golden Toby, Golden Teeth, Gold D. Gold Digger, Golden Rocks, Golden Spackalantie and Golden Jell E. I also found this video on YouTube (click here for it) where everyone is introduced. I hope that this helps and answers your question.

MCL
Dr Psyko