Llirb impacted many lives. Especially those of his fellow Juggalos here in Norfolk, VA as well as his juggaloworld.net family. He touched everyone's soul, from us here, to our Canadian homies, and our other people abroad, even if he only talked to them on the phone. While he was still alive, his presence was missed at the last Gathering, our Canadian homies such as Katie, Matt, War, Joey, Jordan, were asking about him, hoping he would come next year....but you know what? He'll be here more this year than ever! Though he is gone, look for him there, cause if history will repeat itself, Llirb will make his presence known.

Llirb was many things to his friends. I could spend many pages just on adjectives, but I'll do my best to sum it up here. He was our Juggalo!!! He was our brother, he was our blood in and blood out. He was our protector, our guardian. Llirb was our sanity and insanity. He was our comic relief, he was our sense of pride, our stabalizer, our balance. He was hardcore, yet he was sweet, he had a fighting spirit, yet he was full of love. He would cry with me and laugh with me. We would make fun of each other but joke the shit outta everyone else!

To Melissa, he was the best friend she had next to me. He confided in her and her Doc persona all the time. They would stay up even after I passed out until early morning playing video games or cards or whatever. Llirb's passing is so painful for her and me, we lost our BEST FRIEND EVER!!

To me, he was my kindred spirit. If you put us together, we were unstoppable. I can't tell you how much if me and him were at the mall together, Melissa would have to walk away, cause we acted like fools, but that's exactly what we are, fools!! Funny-ass, non carin mofos!! I was privalidged enough to be able to write rhymes with him. He was an awesome musician. He made beats that made Dr Dre look like a drunk preschooler messin with a Casio!! I just wish we had the time to put that album together we were talkin about, but still, I have those awesome memories.

Quite often we had late nights, more so Melissa and Llirb, but sometimes, when I could hang, it was all of us. We even went to Walmart at 5 am and bought fishing gear and went fishing on the beach....you shoulda been there. He also cooked a bomb-ass breakfast for us.

I loved painting Llirb's face. I mean, he had his own style, but he let me use his dome as a canvas, and I got to paint him up all the time. You may have seen those pics. He loved the Gathering and his extended fam. He always asked about War, Katie, Matt, Joey, Jordan, Fred, and Lisa!! He made instant friends with them. In fact, I don't know anyone he didn't talk to once that didn't instantly take him in as a friend.

Teresa, Candice, and many others would testify to how suave and gentleman he could be. He was a lady's man but never was big-headed about it. Shit, everyone loved him, it just came natural.

Llirb will always be part of this family, and we will NEVER forget him. He is tatted on me and Melissa's legs under our Riddlebox tats, his favorite Jokers card. I can't imagine another day without him. I was so dissapointed when he left here, but I'm so happy he got to be with his family for a while before he passed. He especially made a new bond with his father that he always called me and bragged about every Sunday after his Patriots won.

Go ahead and call me selfish, but I want my Llirb back, and so does Melissa and his family and everyone else, we just gotta cherish the time we had with him and wait til our time is up and get to meet him again in Shangri-la.

For those of you who never talked to him or met him, you really missed out and I feel sorry for you. We only spent a few years with him but I'd give both my legs and arms to have that time back again! Llirb lives on in our hearts, one hell of a Juggalo, one hell of a Brother, one hell of a Friend!!

We miss you , Llirb, we love you, we cherish you, and will always be waiting for you!
Much Clown Love
Paulie and Melissa (Bus and Psyko)